a list of my goings-on:
-I’m worried that I’m not studying enough or that I don’t have the right buckled-down school mentality or something. This makes me feel guilty and worried.
-I think my work has a mind to put me off about my schedule change now that they agreed to do it. I’ve heard nothing of it, and when I pressed my boss about a broad timeline she wrote me “Unknown.” WTF!
-I still haven’t hit my scheduling groove and this makes me over-all stressed and gives me guilt about being unproductive.
-Cool is manic. Still. This means she cooks a lot and goes grocery shopping by herself. It also means she can be irritable, doesn’t sleep, and is impulsive.
-I felt sick yesterday, but I get this nondescript fatigue/achy/feverish feeling, not vomiting. So I couldn’t call in sick, and no one even noticed I wasn’t well. I wish I got the stomach flu–no one wants you when you’re vomiting!
-We had tickets to the fair (and I looovvvvee festivity) but I didn’t feel well and opted to study all day instead. Maybe we can go later this week?
-I hate 75-150 word papers! How the eff am I supposed to describe a pathology, the cause, diagnosis, treatment, prevention, hearing implications, and rehab considerations in such little space?
-I had bad dreams last night. Let’s just say they are too disgusting and repulsive to mention.
-The weather has been crazy–93F blazing sun one day and 54F gray, and cloudy this morning. It makes running outside difficult–as does the community college’s schedule. I just treadmilled it this morning, which saved time and was warmer. But that makes for a long indoor season,
-There are so many things I need and want to do, but it seems like there’s so little time.
-I need to do my clogging dance so I don’t forget the steps.
I guess that’s all. I’ll try to write more this next week. Maybe it will be possible.
Catty Remarks