This was completed a little hastily, and over a couple of sessions, so excuse any oversights or errors. I was also hoping for some free time to write a proper post, but alas–school/work/sleep/cleaning left no time. Maybe tomorrow? Or Saturday?
Maintenance Goals (from 2013):
I messed up a couple of times because I wasn’t home in the evening and it threw off my routine. Now I floss before work (at 3PM) but feel like it might be counterproductive because I eat a snack later.
I am drinking a minimum of 8 cups per day, but also having caffeine and salt. So I may be coming out even. Also, I have a thermos for work, which I chug often (on my frequent breaks) but lose count. It only holds about 2 cups and after the 2-3rd refill I forget how many times I’ve refilled it. So I have no idea how much water I’m consuming at work. Hopefully it’s a lot, b/c at 10PM we do pretty vigorous exercise and I’m dripping sweat and losing lots of fluids. Maybe I’ll take a pen and do hatch marks when I refill. . .
-read for pleasure.
It’s not happening right now. Between getting home late, chatting before going to sleep with Cool, and studying–I just haven’t at all. I have a book project for neuroanatomy though so I’ve got to carve time out somewhere. This is a week later–that I’m writing an update. I’ve started reading late and until Cool gets home from work (on the days I don’t) and I finished the book. It wasn’t very good–but now I’m set for all my assignments.
Nope never. Though Cool has rubbed trigger points in my neck, shoulder, and pectorals before I sleep. My work requires repetitive motion with my arms and shoulders and the soreness I can handle–waking up multiple times a night with dead arms I can’t. So she’s been lovely to rub them out though I’m out of commission and can’t return the favor. Though the pain is less and less as each week passes, with this week Hot&Cold taking care of it entirely.
-abstain from drinking.
Done. And I said no to a tempting invitation so as not to screw up.
I never feel like I have enough time, and I lose the whole weekend for work and tiredness. Which stresses me out. What I do have time for this semester is coming directly home and making figures and flashcards, which has helped my recall so much!
I have managed to run a mile daily, and I’m moving around a lot at work so exercise is taken care of. Unfortunately, with the increased activity, my appetite has gone wild and I’m eating more food to compensate. I have a sugar problem, a nightly sweet tooth, and I love all things carb-related. BUT my excuse is it’s winter. Still, I have to manage my portion sizes a little.
Feb=have gratitude; say nice things.
I am thankful for my new job with friendly co-workers and very low stress/expectations, for nicer professors, and that this is my last (graded) semester at Riverpoint. I do give thanks for those new things (as well as some established things) nightly. Most of the time.
March=straighten out sleep.
I finally had this, but my new schedule un-did all the progress. It’s a swing shift job, so I have to work til midnight. Then I’m supposed to sleep in. But between my own internal clock, the cats, and my class schedule I have been getting up early then being tired all day. I think what’s really hurting me is going to bed earlier on the nights I don’t work. My morning person ways sneak back up on me when I do that, then I become accustomed to waking up too early every day (including those I work and the days after). And that makes me tired and is a recipe for sickness. So I made a rule for myself: I may not go to bed any earlier than midnight on any night (and the cats may not have dinner til 12AM so they sleep in).
Yes! This is happening. Money went IN to my account just today and it was such a relief to see the numbers getting higher, rather than dwindling! Even a part-time job is great to have to offset the bills. The fear that I need to save every penny because I don’t don’t when I’ll get another–is gone. And thank goodness for that.
This is not a thing right now. Maybe once the semester is complete and my application submitted. Though I did agree to transcribe some more language samples for my favorite professor. I think I may get something out of it (hours toward credits) eventually though, so it doesn’t quite count toward any service.
Things were good, then they were not so great, now they’re good. Seriously, I cannot stress enough how bipolar and anxiety sets the tone of any relationship. When Cool is stable, and on the right combinations of meds, and feeling good–things are awesome. Sometimes, she acts in a way I hate, due to her mental illnesses though, and that’s a real bummer for us. She is going in for counseling and had a new brain-scan thingy to see exactly where her issues are. This will help get her on the exact right medications, and resolve some of this troubling, persistent symptoms.
I have been trying to fix my hair lately. I don’t want “bad lesbian hair,” I’m self-conscious about the grays and try to hide them under styles, and it’s been a little windy. I bought a darker box hair dye to try also. But I just had a neuroanatomy exam today and turned in a big project, so I didn’t feel like doing anything taxing this afternoon/evening/night. And that’s something you have to pay full attention to to get good results. So soon. . .
Aug=Worry Less, Thank more.
I had been really good at saying things I was thankful for every night before going to sleep. And it helped decrease my worry and uplift my attitude. But with 2 exams in a row, I’ve been going over material in my head before sleep so I stopped thanking. But now that I’m the furthest away from the next neuroanatomy exam, I’ll resume. Because I like it very much. And I think it’s worth mentioning that even though I lost the weekend to work, and didn’t get to really study. And Cool was being a majorly distracting turkey, I never had a stress meltdown as I have in the past. I remained pretty calm this test cycle–and it felt so much better!
Sept=make a list, grocery shop, cook ahead.
Cool has been so good. She went grocery shopping by herself the last 2 times so I could study for my exams. That was really nice, and appreciated. Plus I hate shopping. But I need to reconfigure my schedule to make time to do this. And I don’t think the weekend will work b/c of the aforementioned work and post-work fatigue.
I think I’ve been doing OK. TMI: sometimes I see a stray dark hair where a potential moustache could grow, so I pluck it. But that turns into a bad decision, because for whatever reason plucking on my face gives way to a breakout. So you see acne in a moustache line and it’s obvious I’ve plucked at it. There is not enough to wax/shave and bleaching looks stupid, because then you just have white hairs on your face. So I guess I’ll leave well enough alone, and hope it doesn’t become an actual stache problem? As for eyebrows, no problem. I really had no time to pluck at all, and my face was a mess as a result!
Nov=Increase eye contact.
I forgot this was a thing, but I do come into contact with people now, so I can work on it.