Hey, hey hey!
Once I stopped being a student, I pretty much stopped writing. Though I like blogging, my daily run is more important to me, and aside from working full-time, sometimes that’s the only thing I do all day.
It’s weird to think how different I am as a person now. I don’t have long-term career goals at the moment. Not in a depressed, sad way–and (hopefully) not in a loser way. My priorities are not really my career, and only my career any more. I’ve come to the realization I must work to live, but it’s not EVERYTHING. Also, the barriers into my career were crazy. And that drags me down. For instance, I’m pretty down on big-university and I’m not sure I’ll ever attend one again. All I got was a huge amount of insurmountable debt–and nothing really to show for it.
The vet thing–didn’t work out. And it’s too bad it kept working out that way, because I would have been the most wonderful, dedicated veterinarian. But they didn’t want me–time and time again. So I eventually (after literally 10 attempts) I had to learn when to say when.
Audiology: Unlike veterinary medicine, which I know a plethra of (unfair) politics, issues, and reasons why I wasn’t accepted, I have no idea why Audiology didn’t want me. I had a 4.0 GPA and I forgot my GRE scores (they are in this blog somewhere) but they were good. Here is what the university published,
UU AuD class stats
The minimum GPA requirement for admission is a 3.0. Our average admission profile for an incoming Au.D. student for Fall 2015 was a 3.74 GPA and a GRE score of 311. These are only averages, and we admit candidates above and below these values.
So I met that, did extra-curriculars, worked during school, and tutored students in my program–what else could they want? Maybe they give preferance to Utah residents–and I didn’t become one until too late. I really don’t know. But I certainly didn’t try nearly as hard as I did vet school, once they wait-listed me. I only applied the once, then kinda felt thankful that I didn’t have 4 more years of school I couldn’t pay for.
So those things changed my perspective, and now I may SEEM lazy. But it’s not the case. I’m just sort of on hold for now. We are living in Utah to save money. Because Cool and I want our lives to be in Colorado. It’s just too expensive for now. So I’m working at a company (we both are) that we can make direct transfers to when we move. And I don’t trust the management, or love my coworkers, but I’m hanging in there. Because the peace of mind of having a job before you move, and moving and starting work when money is tight–is totally worth hassle now.
And I figure, I can’t make concrete plans because we are leaving, so I’ll just have to start over anyway. This is a 3-4 year period of saving money and focusing on things besides my career. My health for one. Relationships. Enjoying nature. More easy-going types of things, for sure–but not less important than career stuff.
I was singularly focused on my career my whole life. And what did that get me? Thus, I’m changing my outlook slowly, and I’ll refocus on the career once we’ve settled in Colorado (last move ever!).
So I’m alive, I’m well. I just don’t make the time to write like I used to. And maybe another post won’t happen for awhile–but I’m not stressing out over it.